Yesterday I got the phone call from the doctor that none of our embryos were viable to freeze. I was beyond devastated. I can't describe the feeling I felt knowing that IF the ones that were transferred do not take we will have no more 'chances.' It was very upsetting and I felt like I was in a fog all day.
I worked about five hours. This was my first time back to the office since last Wednesday when they did the egg retrieval. And to make things more fun, we moved offices on Friday. So, I came back to several boxes that needed to be unpacked, 117 emails and 13 voicemails. Needless to say I was not in the right state of mind to be working. I drudged through what I could and then went home to rest.
Our sweet neighbors Brent & Kelly had us over for dinner. Thank goodness because I would not have cooked and poor Cody was starved! ;) We ate with them and watched the "Ella Show." She had us laughing so hard! And she said my name for the first time! Well, she said "ACCCKKK" which means Jac! They have impeccable timing in helping to lift our spirits! True friends are hard to find, and they are the best!
Onward and upward . . . praying that things will fall into place and if they don't, praying that God gives me the strength to get through the rough times!
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